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  • šŸ“š Dog-Eared Pages #1

    I’m only a couple of pages into this book, and it’s already made me stop.

    ā€œShe stuck out in a sea of black. Like a single white rose among a bed of thorns.ā€

    I love imagery that paints a picture before I know anything about the characters.

    As a writer, I’m always paying attention to those kinds of sentences. The ones that quietly tell you what kind of world you’re stepping into before the story has really begun.

    I’m excited to see where this one takes me.

    —Destiny

    P.S. What’s a line from a book that’s stayed with you long after you finished reading it?

  • History After Dark

    The Dancing Plague of 1518

    When an Entire City Couldn’t Stop Dancing

    July 1518 • Strasbourg, Holy Roman Empire (Modern-day France)

     

    Welcome to History After Dark.

    The kind of history that didn’t quite make it into your textbooks.

     

     

    Imagine waking one morning and looking out your window.

    Your neighbor is dancing.

    At first, it doesn’t seem strange. Maybe there’s a celebration. Maybe someone is playing music nearby.

    By lunchtime, she’s still dancing.

    By sunset, she hasn’t stopped.

    Blood stains the cobblestones beneath her feet.

    Her shoes are gone.

    She doesn’t seem happy.

    She doesn’t seem drunk.

    She just…keeps dancing.

    Within days, she isn’t alone.

    Then dozens join her.

    Then hundreds.

    And before long, an entire city begins asking the same impossible question:

    How do you stop someone who doesn’t want to dance—but can’t stop?

     

    Strasbourg, Summer 1518

    Long before anyone would call it The Dancing Plague, Strasbourg was simply another city trying to survive.

    Roughly twenty-five thousand people called it home. Merchants filled the markets, church bells echoed through narrow cobblestone streets, and the smell of fresh bread often struggled to overpower the stench of open gutters.

    Life wasn’t easy.

    The previous year had become known by many as the bad year. Crops had failed. Grain prices had soared. Disease spread easily through crowded streets, and famine had forced desperate families to survive however they could. Some accounts describe people eating spoiled grain. Others tell of starving farmers arriving at the city gates in search of food.

    To many, every day felt uncertain.

    And in a city where faith shaped nearly every part of life, uncertainty rarely stayed unexplained for long.

    When something terrible happened…

    It wasn’t always blamed on chance.

    Sometimes it was blamed on sin.

    Sometimes on the devil.

    Sometimes on a saint.

    No one knew it yet…

    But in just a matter of days, Strasbourg would become known for one of the strangest events in recorded history.

    It all began with a single woman.

     

     

    The Woman History Barely Remembers

    History remembers her by one name:

    Frau Troffea.

    Whether that was truly her surname or simply the way chroniclers identified her, no one can say with certainty. In fact, historians know remarkably little about the woman herself. There are no surviving descriptions of her personality, no letters, no journal entries, and no record explaining why she walked into the street that July morning.

    What happened next, however, was documented.

    She began to dance.

    Not for a few minutes.

    Not for an afternoon.

    For days.

    For six days, according to the surviving accounts, Frau Troffea danced without rest.

    Her feet blistered.

    The blisters split open.

    Soon, every step left fresh blood on the stones beneath her.

    People gathered to watch. Some laughed, believing it was an elaborate performance. Others whispered that she had finally lost her mind. A few wondered whether she was simply trying to escape an unhappy home. One later account even suggested her husband may have been abusive, though historians have never been able to verify the claim.

    Everyone had a theory.

    No one had an answer.

    Because if this was a performance…

    It was one she refused—or was unable—to end.

    As the days wore on, the spectacle became impossible to ignore. Her body should have collapsed from exhaustion. Her muscles should have given out. Yet somehow, she continued moving.

    And then…

    Someone else began to dance.

     

     

    When One Became Many

    One became two.

    Two became ten.

    Within days, the strange compulsion had spread beyond Frau Troffea. Men and women throughout Strasbourg found themselves caught in the same relentless dance.

    They didn’t dance with smiles on their faces.

    They danced while crying.

    While screaming.

    While begging for someone to make it stop.

    Witnesses described people collapsing from exhaustion only to stagger back to their feet and begin moving again. Others danced until their feet were swollen beyond recognition, their shoes discarded, their skin torn open against the rough cobblestones.

    By August, somewhere between fifty and four hundred people were said to be dancing, depending on which historical account you read.

    The city had never seen anything like it.

    Neither had anyone else.

     

     

    The Cure That Made Things Worse

    The city needed answers.

    Unfortunately, the answers it found only made things worse.

    Physicians examined the dancers and reached a conclusion that, at the time, seemed perfectly reasonable. They believed the affliction was caused by an excess of ā€œhot blood.ā€ Their solution wasn’t to stop the dancing.

    It was to encourage it.

    The thinking was simple: if the dancers continued moving until the illness had run its course, their bodies would eventually rid themselves of whatever was causing the strange compulsion.

    So the city acted.

    Marketplaces were cleared.

    Guildhalls were opened.

    Large wooden stages were built.

    Musicians were hired to play day and night.

    Professional dancers were even brought in to keep the afflicted moving.

    Rather than isolating the dancers…

    Strasbourg gave them an audience.

    What began as an attempt to cure the outbreak may have unintentionally fueled it instead.

    As drums echoed through the streets and fiddles filled the air, more people joined the dance. Whether they were drawn in by the music, swept up in the panic, or suffering from the same unexplained compulsion, no one could say.

    The city’s best medical minds believed they were helping.

    Instead…

    The dancing continued.

     

     

    The Saint They Feared

    When medicine failed, Strasbourg turned to something far older than science.

    Faith.

    To understand why, you first have to understand the world the people of Strasbourg lived in.

    In 1518, disease wasn’t always explained by bacteria or viruses. Natural disasters weren’t simply unfortunate events. Strange illnesses weren’t always seen as medical conditions.

    Many believed they were signs.

    Warnings.

    Punishments.

    The work of forces far beyond human understanding.

    Among those forces was Saint Vitus.

    Today, Saint Vitus is remembered as a Christian martyr who lived during the Roman Empire and was later honored as one of the Fourteen Holy Helpers—a group of saints believed to protect people from illness and suffering.

    But medieval Europe remembered him differently.

    According to popular folklore, those who angered Saint Vitus risked a terrible punishment.

    They would dance.

    Not with joy.

    Not in celebration.

    But uncontrollably.

    Relentlessly.

    Until their bodies could dance no more.

    The strange affliction had become so closely associated with him that outbreaks of choreomania throughout Europe were often called ā€œSaint Vitus’s Dance.ā€

    Whether the people of Strasbourg truly believed they had been cursed or simply feared they had, the result was the same.

    The city abandoned medicine.

    It placed its hope in faith.

    The remaining dancers were loaded into horse-drawn wagons and taken to the shrine of Saint Vitus in Saverne, nearly thirty miles away.

    There, priests performed rituals they believed could break the curse.

    The dancers were led around a wooden figure of the saint.

    Their battered feet were placed into red shoes.

    Holy water was sprinkled over them.

    Small crosses were marked upon their toes.

    Then…

    Something remarkable happened.

    The dancing slowly began to stop.

     

     

    Silence

    And then…

    As suddenly as it had begun…

    The dancing stopped.

    Not all at once.

    Not with a single miracle.

    But little by little, the streets of Strasbourg grew quiet again.

    The music faded.

    The crowds disappeared.

    The exhausted bodies that had filled the marketplaces slowly vanished from public view.

    For nearly two months, an entire city had lived through something it could neither understand nor control.

    Now…

    It was over.

    Or at least, it seemed to be.

    Many at the time believed the pilgrimage to the shrine of Saint Vitus had broken the curse. The rituals had been performed. The prayers had been spoken. The saint had shown mercy.

    Others believed the city’s decision to ban public dancing and music had removed the very thing that allowed the strange behavior to spread.

    Modern historians offer yet another possibility.

    If the outbreak truly was an episode of mass psychogenic illness—a collective psychological response to overwhelming fear, famine, disease, and deeply rooted religious beliefs—then perhaps the combination of changing circumstances, renewed hope, and the power of expectation allowed it to run its course.

    The truth is…

    No one knows.

    History records that the dancing ended.

    History does not tell us exactly why.

    Five hundred years later, the streets of Strasbourg are quiet once more.

    The dancers are gone.

    Frau Troffea disappears from the historical record almost as suddenly as she appeared.

    The questions, however…

    Never left.

     

     

    What We Know

    More than five centuries have passed since the Dancing Plague of 1518, and while many details remain debated, historians broadly agree on several key facts.

    • The outbreak began in Strasbourg, in the Holy Roman Empire (modern-day France), during July of 1518.
    • A woman known in historical records as Frau Troffea is the first documented person to begin dancing uncontrollably. Beyond her name—or the name recorded by chroniclers—very little is known about her life.
    • The dancing spread beyond a single individual. Historical accounts consistently describe dozens of additional people joining the phenomenon. Estimates of the total number vary widely, ranging from around fifty to as many as four hundred participants.
    • Contemporary accounts consistently describe the dancers as being unable to stop. Contemporary accounts describe people continuing until they collapsed from exhaustion, their feet swollen, bruised, and bloodied from days of continuous movement.
    • City physicians believed the condition was caused by ā€œhot blood.ā€ Acting on the medical understanding of the time, they encouraged the dancers to continue moving. Musicians were hired, marketplaces were cleared, and public spaces were opened to accommodate them.
    • When the medical response failed, city officials turned to religion. The remaining dancers were taken to the Shrine of Saint Vitus in Saverne, where religious rituals were performed in hopes of ending the outbreak.
    • The epidemic eventually came to an end. By early autumn, the widespread dancing had ceased, though surviving historical records do not clearly explain why.
    • The Dancing Plague of 1518 was not an isolated event. Similar outbreaks of choreomania had been recorded across parts of Europe for centuries, although the Strasbourg outbreak remains the most famous—and among the most extensively documented.

     

    What We Don’t Know

    This is where the mystery begins.

    • Why did Frau Troffea begin dancing?
    • Did she choose to dance, or was the compulsion truly beyond her control?
    • Why did the behavior spread to so many others?
    • How many people were actually affected?
    • How many people actually died during the outbreak?
    • Why did the outbreak suddenly stop?
    • What happened to Frau Troffea after she was taken to the shrine?
    • Why did outbreaks like this disappear from Europe by the end of the seventeenth century?

     

     

     

    Leading Theories

    For more than 500 years, historians, physicians, psychologists, and researchers have debated what happened in Strasbourg during the summer of 1518. No single explanation answers every question, but several theories continue to dominate the conversation.

    Mass Psychogenic Illness (The Leading Theory)

    Today, many historians consider mass psychogenic illness—sometimes called mass hysteria—to be the most convincing explanation.

    The people of Strasbourg were already living under extraordinary stress. Years of crop failures had driven up the cost of food. Famine was widespread. Disease, including the recent spread of syphilis, had created constant fear. Many believed deeply in curses, divine punishment, and the supernatural.

    Historian John Waller argues that this combination of extreme psychological stress and sincere religious belief created the perfect conditions for a collective psychological response. In other words, the dancers were not pretending. Their suffering was real, even if its origin may have been psychological rather than physical.

    While this theory explains many aspects of the outbreak, it still cannot answer every question—including why it began with Frau Troffea.

    Ergot Poisoning

    Another well-known theory suggests the dancers may have been poisoned by ergot, a fungus that grows on rye.

    During times of famine, people often had little choice but to eat spoiled grain. Ergot contains chemicals related to LSD and can cause hallucinations, muscle spasms, convulsions, and other neurological symptoms.

    At first glance, the theory seems convincing.

    However, many researchers now question this theory. Ergot poisoning typically causes severe pain, gangrene, and uncontrollable muscle contractions that would have made days of coordinated dancing nearly impossible. It also fails to explain why the outbreak spread through social contact rather than affecting everyone who consumed contaminated grain.

    Today, most historians consider ergot poisoning possible, but less convincing than mass psychogenic illness.

    A Religious Curse

    For the people living in Strasbourg, the answer may have seemed obvious.

    Many believed the dancers had been cursed by Saint Vitus, a Christian martyr who, according to medieval folklore, could punish people with uncontrollable dancing.

    Whether or not the curse was real isn’t the historical question.

    The important question is whether the people believed it was.

    Their beliefs shaped how they interpreted the outbreak and ultimately influenced the city’s response. The decision to abandon medical treatment in favor of pilgrimages, prayers, and religious rituals only makes sense when viewed through the worldview of sixteenth-century Europe.

    Something We’ll Never Know?

    Perhaps the most honest answer is also the least satisfying.

    History doesn’t preserve every detail.

    Many records from 1518 have been lost, while others contradict one another. Historians continue to debate the number of dancers, the number of deaths, and even the identity of Frau Troffea herself.

    Five hundred years later, we may never know exactly what happened in Strasbourg.

    But perhaps that’s why the Dancing Plague continues to fascinate us.

    It reminds us that even in an age of science and technology, there are still moments in history that refuse to fit neatly into a single explanation.

     

     

    Sources & Further Reading

    Every History After Dark article is built from multiple sources whenever possible. Historical events—especially ones as unusual as the Dancing Plague—often contain conflicting accounts. Where historians disagree, I’ve done my best to reflect that uncertainty rather than present speculation as fact.

    Books

    • John Waller. The Dancing Plague: The Strange, True Story of an Extraordinary Illness. Sourcebooks, 2009.

    Historical & Reference Sources

    • Encyclopaedia Britannica – Dancing Mania⁠
    • History.com – Dancing Plague of 1518⁠
    • Smithsonian Magazine – The Dancing Plague of 1518⁠

    Continue Exploring

    If you’d like to hear another engaging retelling of this story, I highly recommend:

    • Bailey Sarian – Dark History: “People Danced Until They LITERALLY Died?! The Dancing Plague of 1518″⁠

     

     

    History is rarely as tidy as we’d like it to be. Many historical events—especially those hundreds of years old—contain conflicting accounts, missing records, and competing interpretations. Whenever possible, I compare multiple sources and distinguish between documented facts, historical beliefs, and modern theories. If historians disagree, I’ll do my best to tell you why rather than pretend there’s a simple answer.

     

     

    The people of Strasbourg never got the answers they were looking for.

    Five centuries later…

    Neither have we.

    Maybe one day new evidence will emerge. Maybe historians will uncover a forgotten document tucked away in an archive somewhere. Until then, the Dancing Plague remains one of those rare moments where history asks a question it cannot fully answer.

    History is often stranger than fiction.

    See you next Friday.

    — Destiny

     

  • šŸ““ Notebook Pages #2

    Every story starts somewhere.

    Sometimes it’s a character.

    Sometimes it’s a line of dialogue.

    Sometimes it’s just one question that refuses to leave your mind.

    This one arrived as a single sentence in the Notes app on my phone.

    I don’t know the lighthouse keeper’s name yet.

    I don’t know what waits beneath the waves.

    I don’t know whether this becomes a short story, a novel, or stays exactly as it is.

    But I know there’s something here.

    So before this idea has a chance to become anything else…

    I wanted to share the moment it began.

    When a lighthouse keeper chooses silence over truth to avert violence at sea, her restraint is noticed—and an ancient order beneath the waves must decide whether mercy can survive being seen.

    I love that stories don’t always arrive fully formed.

    Sometimes they begin with a single sentence.

    Sometimes that’s enough.

    Until next time,

    —Destiny

    P.S. Where do your best ideas find you? Mine seem to love the Notes app on my phone.

  • Learning to Look Closer #2: Just Outside the Window

    My nephew was standing at the window this morning when a tiny robber fly flew up to the glass.

    For a minute, it almost seemed like they were entertaining each other.

    It would fly away, then come back again, hovering just long enough to catch his attention. Every time it returned, he lit up a little more.

    Then it landed.

    I grabbed my phone, quietly walked over, and snapped a single picture through the window.

    One click.

    That was all I got.

    As soon as the photo was taken, it lifted off and disappeared.

    The whole moment probably lasted less than a minute.

    Most people would’ve seen a bug on a window.

    I saw a tiny reminder that wonder doesn’t always announce itself.

    Sometimes it visits for thirty seconds, waits patiently while you’re paying attention, and leaves before you realize you’ve just been given something worth remembering.

    Maybe that’s why I love photography.

    Not because it lets me capture beautiful things.

    Because it reminds me to notice them while they’re still here.

    Until next time,

    —Destiny

    P.S. Have you ever had an ordinary moment that stayed with you far longer than you expected?

  • Brain Static #1

    Before we begin…

    Brain Static is where all the wonderfully unnecessary thoughts go.

    The ones that show up at 2:17 in the afternoon for absolutely no reason.

    The questions nobody asked.

    The facts you didn’t need.

    The observations that make you stop and think, ā€œWhy is my brain like this?ā€

    So…

    I have a question.

    If chickens evolved from dinosaurs…

    …do they taste like dinosaurs?

    I’ll never know.

    But I’ll probably think about it every time I eat chicken now.

    You’re welcome.

    Until next time,

    — Destiny

    P.S. What’s the most random thought you’ve had lately?

  • Between the Lines #1

    I wrote this before this blog ever existed.

    It was tucked away in one of my notebooks, waiting for the right place to live.

    I think it found that place here.

    Scars

    The gods always asked

    for sacrifices.

    Some were given lambs.

    Some were given daughters.

    I was given myself.

    No temple stood above me,

    no choir sang my name,

    yet something holy

    was taken all the same.

    Every pale line

    is another language

    my body learned

    instead of peace.

    The ones across my legs

    look like rivers

    on an old map—

    proof that even broken things

    search for somewhere

    to belong.

    People ask

    if I regret them.

    As if regret

    could erase history.

    As if skin

    ever forgets

    the knife,

    the fingernails,

    the hands that held too tightly,

    the nights that stole

    more than sleep.

    My skin is carved with scars

    that someone else earned.

    Not mine.

    Mine was only the body

    left behind

    after their hands,

    their words,

    their silence

    had already decided

    what would become of it.

    My skin was never sacred.

    It was only the altar.

    They called it survival.

    The gods

    would have called it

    an offering.

    Maybe that’s why

    I no longer pray

    for smooth skin.

    I pray instead

    for gentler hands,

    for quieter nights,

    for a body

    that no longer mistakes

    silence

    for safety.

    If the gods ever come looking

    for the pieces

    they abandoned,

    they’ll find them here—

    written beneath my skin,

    where every scar

    became a sentence,

    every sentence

    became a story,

    and somewhere along the way,

    I stopped being

    the sacrifice.

    I became

    the monument.

    Until next time,

    — Destiny

    P.S. Which line stayed with you the longest?

  • Daily prompts

    If you could erase one trend from history, what would it be?

    If I could erase one trend from history, it would be racism.

    I know it’s not the kind of ā€œtrendā€ people usually think of, but it’s a pattern that humanity has repeated for far too long.

    History is full of moments where people decided that someone else’s skin color, ethnicity, or background made them worth less. Entire generations have grown up carrying the weight of hatred they never deserved.

    Imagine how different the world might look if we had spent all that energy learning from one another instead of fearing one another.

    That’s one trend I’d erase without a second thought.

    Until next time,

    –Destiny

    P.S. – If you could erase one pattern from history, what would it be?

  • Sunday Things #1

    There’s something about Sundays that feels different.

    The week slows down just enough to catch its breath, and for a little while, everything feels a little quieter.

    This week wasn’t the easiest.

    A sinus infection and a stomach bug forced me to slow down in ways I didn’t want to. I missed work, spent more time resting than doing, and was reminded that sometimes our bodies make the decisions for us. It wasn’t the week I had planned, but it was the week I needed.

    ā˜• This Week’s Comfort

    Hot showers.

    Clean pajamas.

    A warm blanket.

    And Bailey Sarian playing in the background while I let myself finally relax.

    šŸ“· Through My Lens

    This week reminded me that slowing down has its own kind of beauty.

    One of my favorite photographs I shared was a close-up of a sunflower covered in tiny droplets of water. It’s amazing what you notice when life forces you to stop rushing.

    šŸ’­ A Thought I’ve Been Carrying

    I’m learning that rest isn’t something you have to earn.

    Sometimes your body whispers.

    Sometimes it shouts.

    Either way, it’s worth listening.

    ā¤ļø This Week’s Gratitude

    I’m grateful for feeling a little better than I did a few days ago.

    I’m grateful for people who show kindness without being asked.

    And I’m grateful that this little blog finally exists after spending so long as ā€œone day.ā€

    Here’s to a new week.

    I hope it’s gentle with all of us.

    Until next time,

    — Destiny

    P.S. What’s one small thing that made you smile this week? I’d love to hear about it.

  • Notebook Pages #1

    Before we begin…

    Notebook Pages is where I’ll share the things that haven’t quite found a home yet—poems, story ideas, fragments, questions, and the words that end up in the margins before they become something bigger.

    Not everything I write is meant to become a finished piece.

    Some thoughts are complete exactly as they are.

    And I think there’s something beautiful about that.

    I’ve always written in the margins.

    Not because I ran out of room, but because that’s where the thoughts seemed to belong.

    The backs of receipts.

    Sticky notes.

    The notes app on my phone.

    Random notebooks with no organization whatsoever.

    Half-finished poems.

    Story ideas that arrived at two in the morning.

    Questions with no answers.

    I’ve realized that not everything I write needs to become something bigger.

    Some words are enough exactly as they are.

    So this is Notebook Pages.

    A place for unfinished thoughts, poems, fragments, questions, and whatever else finds its way onto the page before it knows what it wants to become.

    Today’s notebook page simply says:

    ā€œI wonder how many versions of ourselves we carry without realizing it.

    The child who believed.

    The teenager who questioned everything.

    The adult still trying to figure it all out.

    Maybe growing up isn’t becoming someone new.

    Maybe it’s learning how to carry every version of yourself with kindness.ā€

    That’s all for today.

    Until next time,

    — Destiny

    P.S. Do you keep a notebook, or are you more of a notes-app-on-your-phone kind of person?

  • Some Days Just Ask More of You

    I’ve been sick since Monday.

    A sinus infection and a stomach bug decided to team up against me, so I spent a couple of days at home trying to recover. When I finally convinced myself I was feeling well enough to go back to work, my stomach had other plans.

    The morning was a blur of running back and forth to the bathroom, trying to convince myself I’d make it through the day.

    I work with children on the autism spectrum, and every day is different.

    This day started with a hard hit across the chest before I’d even had a chance to settle in. Later, another child spit in my face. The student I work with one-on-one wanted to be attached to my side all day. Normally, I don’t mind. But with my body already fighting to keep up, every touch, every sound, and every demand felt just a little heavier than usual.

    I was overstimulated.

    I was nauseated.

    I was exhausted.

    There were more than a few moments when all I wanted was to go home, crawl into bed, and pretend the day never happened.

    But I stayed.

    Not because I felt particularly strong, and definitely not because I wanted to.

    Sometimes you stay simply because the day still has to be lived.

    By the time I finally made it home, I headed straight for the shower. I let the hot water wash away as much of the day as it could, climbed into bed, turned on Bailey Sarian, and finally let myself exhale.

    It wasn’t productive.

    It wasn’t inspiring.

    It wasn’t one of those days that changes your life.

    It was just hard.

    And sometimes, making it to the end of a hard day is enough.

    Until next time,

    — Destiny

    P.S. What’s something that helped you make it through a hard day recently? I’d love to hear about it.